hybridlicious said: I always feel like they are talking about me.
Ugh, yes. It’s just typically really mean-spirited, and in this case I fully believe it was intentionally directed at me. I’m just at the campus library front desk trying to fucking work, and a girl comes up to check out books with her two friends waiting behind her. And she was super sweet at least, all “Am I allowed to check out books? Can we do that here?” and whenever someone asks me silly cute questions like that I always tease back like “ehhhh, I guess I can let you just this once.” or whatever, so I did. But it just fucking set her friends off and they were staring me down giggling in this really awful, immature, frankly pretty mean way. And of course I drop the books trying to scan them like some flustered weirdo and I can feel my face getting redder and redder by the second (honestly I blush so fucking easily) and the girl is apologizing to me & telling them to shut up, but of course they don’t. Ugh. By the time they left I just wanted to go cry, the whole thing was just super embarrassing and awkward and awful. Fucking immature girls. This isn’t high school anymore, grow up oh my GOD.
girls giggling at you for no apparent reason really know how to make you feel panicked and bad about yourself. fucking gigglers. ugh.
I had a dream last night that neil patrick harris changed the language setting on my iphone to chinese and I just giggled and was like “cAN i HA V E uR PiKCHUR?!11!!” except all of the app icons had turned into panda bears that all had NPH’s face as their head, so I didn’t know which was my camera app. And NPH kept saying “come on, just take the picture” and smiling like he knew how annoyed I was getting. It was very, very frustrating and I was so mad at him when I woke up without getting my picture
I just really love the moment when Kurt teases Blaine about kissing Rachel while drunk, and Blaine closes his eyes and ducks his head like Kurt has teased him about this a million times before but he still can’t help laughing, and then Kurt starts giggling too. I love it so much. Because I can totally picture all those times Kurt has teased him about it, and I can picture him still doing it as years go by. I have this image in my head of Klaine in their 50’s and Kurt saying something like, “Rachel’s coming to visit tomorrow, better hide all the alcohol from the two of you,” and Blaine rolls his eyes and says back, “Oh, is she? Good thing I bought mints, do you think Rachel will like the ginger ones?”
the one problem with having cats is that these cute monsters fuck with EVERYTHING! so I have to hide literally EVERYTHING in my house from them, and when it comes time for me to find the object so I can use it, I never know where I’ve hidden it. so then I’m all where’s my phone charger? Is it in the towel closet? Is it stuffed in a kitchen drawer? Is it in my school bag? Where the fuck did I hide my school bag it’s got my laptop godDAMMIT KITTIES!
THIS IS THE BEST RESPONSE TO ONE OF THESE ICEBERG THINGIES
I laughed. I shouldn’t have. But I did.