So a few months ago I checked the school website to see if there was a lgbtq group at the school, and was shocked and kinda mad to see that there wasn’t one. But I just passed a flyer advertising a (I guess new) lgbtq group that starts meeting soon, and now I feel shaky and kind of sick to my stomach and like I’m gonna start crying so yeah, I don’t know if I can pluck up the guts to go. I’m not sure why I even bothered looking months ago if I wasn’t even going to be brave enough to go afterall. Only 3 people know that I’m bi (I’ve actually never even mentioned it on here either, so surprise), and I really want to join a group and meet some people you know, because I have no one that I can talk to about this I mean jeez I live in a pretty conservative southern town and I know absolutely no one that is bi, or gay for that matter. But I don’t know if I can handle going to this thing alone. Idk. I’ve been feeling frankly kinda depressed for a little while and I think I should get involved with school groups or something idk but just. ugh. idk. idk is usually pretty much how I feel about everything lately. I also saw that the school offers free personal counseling on the same flyer, and sometimes I think I could benefit from talking to a therapist or something but idk. I just feel like I’m putting on this big front for everyone and no one knows that I feel pretty awful inside. whatever. I have things to consider I guess. If you have advice, great. If not, then just ignore me because I really don’t want any of those “oh i’m sorry sweetie” I don’t need or want that. I just need to get this shit off my chest to something other than myself because otherwise it feels like my chest is about to cave in.
I just really love the moment when Kurt teases Blaine about kissing Rachel while drunk, and Blaine closes his eyes and ducks his head like Kurt has teased him about this a million times before but he still can’t help laughing, and then Kurt starts giggling too. I love it so much. Because I can totally picture all those times Kurt has teased him about it, and I can picture him still doing it as years go by. I have this image in my head of Klaine in their 50’s and Kurt saying something like, “Rachel’s coming to visit tomorrow, better hide all the alcohol from the two of you,” and Blaine rolls his eyes and says back, “Oh, is she? Good thing I bought mints, do you think Rachel will like the ginger ones?”
the one problem with having cats is that these cute monsters fuck with EVERYTHING! so I have to hide literally EVERYTHING in my house from them, and when it comes time for me to find the object so I can use it, I never know where I’ve hidden it. so then I’m all where’s my phone charger? Is it in the towel closet? Is it stuffed in a kitchen drawer? Is it in my school bag? Where the fuck did I hide my school bag it’s got my laptop godDAMMIT KITTIES!
THIS IS THE BEST RESPONSE TO ONE OF THESE ICEBERG THINGIES
I laughed. I shouldn’t have. But I did.
King Niklaus and Queen Caroline in the 16th century.
This plan is stupid and we’re going to die.